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Apparently, certain people, older, then most of the readers of my blog have been watching it, and are close my mother. My mother has brought this to my attention. They've been reporting back to her that I indeed do have a blog, and what I've been posting. I haven't actually gotten in trouble, my mother has just asked me to stop blogging. I'm going to stop, but not because she asked me to, but because I don't need people monitoring my blog for information. If that's what it's going to be used for, then I have no need to broadcast all that I do to the people who regulate, or help to regulate my life. This is a warning to everyone. If there's something you don't want them to know, don't post it. They're closely watching it now. I'm not naming names, but I have ideas of who it could be (it's not that hard). Just be careful everyone. I'm not ashamed for having a blog, and I regret nothing I said on it. I've had fun with one more of the awesome internet invented ways to communicate and have fun with my friends, but if this is the way my communications are going to be used... against me, then I'm giving it up. Post you all in a little maybe 1 3/4 years... when I'm 18, and allowed to do what I want.

P.S. Thank you all for reading and commenting... I love all my friends... and I can't wait for this school year to get going at the homeschool group.

P.S.S. I love you, Megan <3

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Apparently, certain people, older, then most of the readers of my blog have been watching it, and are close my mother. My mother has brought this to my attention. They've been reporting back to her that I indeed do have a blog, and what I've been posting. I haven't actually gotten in trouble, my mother has just asked me to stop blogging. I'm going to stop, but not because she asked me to, but because I don't need people monitoring my blog for information. If that's what it's going to be used for, then I have no need to broadcast all that I do to the people who regulate, or help to regulate my life. This is a warning to everyone. If there's something you don't want them to know, don't post it. They're closely watching it now. I'm not naming names, but I have ideas of who it could be (it's not that hard). Just be careful everyone. I'm not ashamed for having a blog, and I regret nothing I said on it. I've had fun with one more of the awesome internet invented ways to communicate and have fun with my friends, but if this is the way my communications are going to be used... against me, then I'm giving it up. Post you all in a little maybe 1 3/4 years... when I'm 18, and allowed to do what I want.

P.S. Thank you all for reading and commenting... I love all my friends... and I can't wait for this school year to get going at the homeschool group.

P.S.S. I love you, Megan <3

Prayer is needed...

Prayer is going to be needed... massive amounts of it... according to this, Zeke may not be able to come back to the homeschool group this year. This is very unfortunate... he won't say exactly why, so everyone should respect that, and not pester him for answers. We all just need to pray so he can work through whatever he's having problems with, and have faith in God that he will be led in the right direction, whether that involves AGAPE or not. Thanks!

Life is AWESOME!!! Thank the lord.

So right now, life for me's like awesome... I talk to Megan like 24/7.. literally lol. We were up so late last night, and now I'm feeling the carpal come back from typing so long.... we seriously need (and are getting, I hope) cell phones lol. This Saturday, I'm having awesome paintballage, and if you want to come, or have to, such as Zeke... then yeah.... come.... lol. Looks like we'll almost have 20 people, and it's going to be awesome. After that, we, as in me, MJ (Megan) and Grace, and whoever else wants to come, are going to our church for the sectional youth rally, and it's going to be really awesome worship, and all you can eat pizza for only five bucks... who wouldn't like that... somebody wierd I guess lol.

Yesterday, I had an awesome idea for a song, so I went down in the basement, set up my big pc, which was already down there, 'cause we're painting my room, and I set up the keyboard, and got it all hooked up toghether, and I'm currently working on a few different songs... Later, I got the classic "ANNNNNNNDERSSSSS!!!!!", And my father was wondering what had happened in the basement... when I actually looked at it coming down the stairs, it looked like a bomb had hit, right in the middle of the basement, and in the center was my make shift "recording studio" lol. I sorta had been expecting that call all afternoon and night anyway, and so I proceeded to pick up the stuff, but my recording studio's still there... he didn't make me take that down, so I'll be finished with some of those songs here, and I'll put one up here. You guys will have to tell me what you think.

On an entirely different note, I'm reading this awesome book, called The Christ Commision, by Og Mandino.. I know wierd name, but boy, can he write... I encourage you to seriously go to your library and ask if they have it! I'll post a review when I finish it.

In other importent news in my life, tonight's Youth Group, and now that I'm a Youth Leader... (yes I know, bow if you must) I get to go to the YL meetings at 6:00 pm... Youth Group starts at 6:30... and I encouage everyone to come! It's pretty awesome, 'cause like we usually do ethier a game or small groups, and personally, I love the games, lol. ULTIMATE FRISBEE!!!!!! And then there's worship and then Pastor James gives his sermon, and OMG MJ JUST SIGNED ON! HALLEILUYA! Ok.. so that's all for now.

So like, there's this girl....

...And her names Megan.

If you're a guy, but dont like girls, stop reading this.
If you're a girl, but doesn't like her own gender, well that's just scary, so you can stop reading this also.

I love her with all my heart, and I only think about her all the time, but sometimes more often. We've been toghether for about... a month and like.... a buncha days. It's late, and I can't remember that exact number, but what's importent is that it's not going to stop there. It's never going to stop there. And I know, some people are pessimistic about this type of thing, especially when you consider my reputation so far, and everyone appears to be surprised that I made it past the one month mark. I'm just glad 'cause I'll never ever have to start over again. We met... I think three years ago, maybe two and a half, and like, we got along pretty well. The majority of our relationship was joking around and stuff like that. Then like, last year, we started getting more serious. I talked to her about some relationship problems I was having and vicey versa. I found that she was very easy to talk to, and totally understood what I told her. Finally... a girl who gets it, not just partially, but totally. She always stood out to me like that, and also the way she can make anything fun. And I mean anything.... we can be sitting in church, and there I am trying not to laugh. I know I know, that's bad, but it's true! She's helped me to have more fun in about everything I do that has anything to do with her, and yeah. lol. It's hard to really express what I mean, but I hope you get the picture. Now, she's a huge part of my life. Everyday, usually, I wake up an email (or two, or three) from her, and from there, we play a game of tag, trying to catch each other on AIM. Every other day or so, I talk to her on the phone.... I get to see her a promised two, but more likely three times a week. It makes things about a billion times better whenever she's anywhere I am.

I leave you with this...

I love, no wait, wrong size.

I LOVE MEGAN

:-D

I'm going like somewhere...

Like... I'm going somewhere for vacation! No no, not his previous vacation, but the one coming up. lol. I'm going out west... Utah, baby. And guess what? I'm going to vlog the whole thing. That's video blogging for y'all who don't know. So, when I'm not on the mountain, I'm going to use my big camera, the one that uses digital high 8 tapes, and when we're on the mountain, we're using my bros mini 3 megapixel camera for all those action shots. I would use the big camera, but we're doing some pretty steep stuff, so we're going to like... keep the good camera away from the steep cliffes. But what I'm wondering is who would be willing to watch it nightly? When I get back from the mountain, it's going to be non-stop work getting it all into the computer and then editing it all. But no big, if I know people are watching. So yeah. That's what I really want to know.

In other parts of my life. I'm starting school soon, and I can't wait to get back to the homeschool group! It's going to be so awesome this year. I went to the mandatory meeting last week, and everytime I go to one of those, I always want to get angry, 'cause really, I don't want to be a role model! But oh well, every old person says that. I dunno, I just don't like the fact that people are watching me, looking up to me... I mean, it's nice, but if I mess up, then it effects them, ya know what I mean?

I've started listening more awesome music. I found two awesome bands. Check out Audiovent and SR-71 on Napster! (www.napster.com)
It's sweet stuff, if you like rock!

Yesterday, I went to Megan's volleyball game, and she did really well! I'm so proud of her. She's about a hundred times better then anyone else on that team, but I'm sure they'll improve.

Today, I went peach picking at this insane orchard lol. Not only did they have peaches, but apples, nectarines, rasberrys, blueberrys, apples, and much much more. Home made candy! Yay! It's all good stuff. We spent about a hundred dollars on stuff there, mostly peaches for dad and apples for me :-D.

I'm tired, and I have both services tomorrow... which reminds me. I'm now a Youth Leader in my youth group, so that means that you all have to come to my youth group, 'cause I said so. Deal? Deal.

So like, yeah.

Summer is almost at an end, and I'm almost happy about it.

So yeah, here we are... it's August like... 10th or something... actually the 11th. This summer past by pretty quickly and all, and I'm about ready to say goodbye. Working at FIRST place was fun and all, and it made me forget how much it sucks to lay around the house all day.

My mom yells at me a lot, and if it wasn't for some of the wonderful people in my life, such as Megan, then I would probably want to kill myself. Don't worry guys, I was sorta kidding. I've been searching for jobs online, and I might end up working at Friendly's... the pays ok, and I get cheap (or free) food.

On the plus side of things, I finally got a laptop, after six or seven years of wanting one. I need it for Yearbook, and for life in general. Actually, I really need it now, 'cause I found that my neighbors have broadband, and I don't... so I love my wifi on my laptop. I'm going to rearrange my whole room so then my main computer can have it to. I wish my 'rents weren't so cheap, and would get real broadband. Oh well...


For those of you who've been following the release, or rather, delay of Windows Vista, and the release of Max OS X Leopard, it's starting to get interesting, with such things as Apple mocking Microshaa... I mean Microsoft with little sayings like: Hasta la vista, Vista, and calling Leopard Vista 2.0. Redmond, we have a problem. Haha.

LOL!

Everyone should check out Demon Hunter, by the way. There newest CD is by far the best, and they're really starting to sound awesome. www.demonhunter.net The Third War

FIRST Place, a place of solitude, and stress

So here I am, my third week at FIRST Place, and I'm already feeling pretty burned out, though that could just be because I was up like really late last night. We have a few interesting campers, David: 12 years old, has asburgers syndrom, and and interest in martial arts... he's really very smart, just can't get along with anyone else very easily... challenged some girl to kung-fu horse dance for 5 whole minutes... lol.

I dunno.... I've been doing a lot with friends... no, no, not the usual people... but like... new friends... they all go to public school, Merrimack High, Central etc. and I'm getting along with most of them pretty well... it's pretty crazy, 'cause I've never gotten this much socialness before. This past week was almost too crazy.

There's was this new girl, from New Jersey... she was cool, and then I found out that she was Dean Kamen's niece. I got along with her pretty well... I also met this kid, Bryce. He's my age, and he's really funny... like the way he comes up behind you, puts his arm around you, and ask you this classic question "so like, you're a fatty now, right?" It's soooo funny....

Wednesday, we all went to Ben and Jerry's on Elm street.. in Manchester, for all who don't know. Their icecream is the best! I got a big cone, and like I couldn't eat the whole thing, they give you so much, not to mention that it was almost 5 bucks. It was crazy. Then Friday, I went to Bekkah and Racheal Poulin's b-day party and like that was fun... got there over an hour late, and then Julia, whom I work with at camp came to pick me up there, and then we went to this other party. At the Poulin's house, we played volley ball with blankets, and then had a massive water balloon fight, where I discovered that everyone else at the party had been plotting to get me with water balloons since the beginning of the party. It was pretty crazy...

I guess I should say this before I forget again. I got my license on Wednesday, and the pictures actually not half bad! I'm very happy about getting this, but I need to get my insurance worked out before I can actually drive. Someone was selling this Cammarro in my town and my mom said that I could get it if I got another job! Unfortunately, for once, my dad said that I wouldn't be allowed to get it, 'cause like I would probably kill myself in it. I almost agreed with him on this one... oh well.... I guess I'll go for a Honda Civic like Jarin's, but it'll be like automatic, not stupid stick shift.

*sigh

Crazy week, and friday night/saturday morning, I didn't get home 'till 1am... got up at 12:20pm, and then went down to the church and me and Megan put snowflakes up in the younger youth room... it was lots of fun... tonight liek the Hagler's and Megan and Lauren are coming over to have dinner and hang out. It'll be fun, and I'll post pics later.

Y'all prolly tht I was dead, huh?

My life's gotten very busy recently. For all of those that didn't or don't know, although you will now, I'm working at FIRST Place. I'm having a good time there, getting paid and all, and because I'm there five days a week, I'm going to start posting at least once a day, if not more, mostly because Zeke wants me to (please note: Zeke has too much time on his hands. ;-)) Anyway, this past weekend started with an educational time at the Louden Speedway. We "the magnicifent cleaners" got "rewarded" got to watch almost a hundred laps of the awesome "sport" known as NASCAR. This is my pwn personal opinion, but I seriously don't call that a sport.

Just look how much gasoline they probably use each race... what is it, like 20,000 gallons? That's where all our natural resources are going! To those dumb races! I had to sit in near agony, (I say almost, 'cause I got to play rock paper scissors with Zeke and watch card tricks.) while those stupid loud automobiles drove aimlessly in circles, until one finally came out ahead. It could've been marginally more exciting if the accidents and crashes happened near to where we were sitting... fortunately, somebody was smart enough to bring along earplugs... you know, those little yellow squishy things that you stuff into your ear as hard as you can?

So anyway, finally got to clean the bleachers, which I gotta say was a lot more fun then getting my ears blown off by noisy vehicles. It was almost fun. Zeke and I were competing to see who could get what types of awesome trash... I think I won. My trash bag was 200% larger, I'm sure. After we were finished at the speedway I got a partial ride home from Concord with the Gable's. We stopped at Wendy's and got some awesome food... chicken tenders and french fries! Life without fried food = unthinkable. After that, they drove me to the old church/AGAPE, now a childcare center, and my mom picked me up there. I had a really good time talking to Zeke, Abi, and of 'course, their 'rents!

On Saturday, I (nnnnnngh) had to get up at like 9am. We finally got out of the house at like 11:30 and got down to MA at around 1:30 or so. I have friends down there, and they were doing a rendition of Love's Labour's Lost... I think that's the name. Anyway, it was really funny, and while I was there, I got to climb these awesome really old trees they had at the park. (The play was played outdoors.) We stayed overnight at my friends house, and then ate pancakes, met some of their reletives who came over, swam and then returned to NH, but not home.

My brother had a movie scheduled with friends, and I was nominated (by my lovely mother) to chaperone for him. In other words (my words) I sat in the back of the theater and had nothing to do with him. After that, we went fan shopping and pick up this awesome fan with a neon light... blue of course. Finally we got back home, and it's like really really humid and hot, and I'm tired... but I had a good time and that's what counts...

Post y'all later!

I've been so busy lately... it's crazy. That, and the fact that I'm not exactly supposed to have this contribute to the lack of postage here... Sorry all you people who are bored and want to hear more about my life. At least you're interested. I'll post more later